Reflection

Despair ruling my heart,
Loss is piercing like poison dart,
Its bright and sunny outside,
But dark and cloudy on the inside!

But I am not sad, I am not gloomy,
My heart is broken but still roomy,
I am happy, one can say,
Loneliness doesn’t hurt, but failure may.

My insides are beginning to churn,
Hope fades as my heart begins to burn,
Someone’s absence is being felt,
The cavity is vacant where she dwelt!

I don’t think she’ll ever go away,
Still it’s evident that there is no way,
I feel the tidings of fate,
And dream about my mistakes of late.