MY APOLOGIES

The day grows and gradually slips past,

I linger in my room, my patience does not last,

I sense an impending disaster coming up,

I am helpless, like a diabetic let lose in a candy shop.

I am thinking about the numerous mistakes I have done,

You do not show the pain that you have undergone,

I feel horrible in my inside, my breathe’s jammed,

I pant fast, your thoughts flood, my brain is rammed.

I loathe my heart, that is unable to overlook little slips,

My soaring mood dips, its wings the pain clips,

You don’t know my feelings, my anguish,

I am a frail person, and I am easy to vanquish.

“Pla” forgive my temper, I am an obnoxious weed,

Responsibilities, I don’t understand, neither do I heed,

I dread you might loathe me someday, somehow,

I wont be able to live with that, I can’t bear anyhow.

Essentially I need a dressing, fit for my rudeness,

I know you’d never show me your sadness,

But still I beg you to spare me this once,

I ‘sweat’ I’ll walk away next time, without asking for another chance.