SHIT!

I hate her, I detest her awkward questions,

I dislike her ever-changing  facet of mood,

Her smile nowadays makes me sad,

I want to scream at her and be rude.

My insides want to shoot her blessed head,

I am full of wrath and fury,

Her everything is hated by me now,

Her mesmerizing thoughts, I want to bury.

I am a changed man now, for the better of it,

I pity myself at the state I am now,

Every beautiful feature is distorted now,

Still I relish this incarnation somehow.

Murder, crime and hatred all go hand in hand,

I am a man capable to hate too,

Hatred burns me, my inner-self screams in protest,

I continue to hate, to be difficult to woo.